BRIBRI

Growing up is really scary. Yesterday I made a really big decision accepting a college offer. I decided to go to SDSU. What’s sad is that the only reason I chose state is because my family has really bad financial issues. But my plan is to transfer to a UC after two years.
My friends decided to go to UCSD. I’m really gonna miss them. I really honestly hope that we don’t drift away from each other. I wanna try and visit them, its only a 15 mile difference. My friends really mean a lot to me. Sometimes i feel like I’m a super crappy friend cuz I don’t show them how blessed I am to have them as friends. I hope they know.
Graduation is really close it’s actually next month. In happy to leave high school . It’s been really dramatic. Don’t get me wrong though , high school has had its moments. But in gonna miss being able to do things and not having so much responsibility. As we grow up we have to start worrying about rent, taxes, bills ,etc.

i miss my friends so much i cant wait to see them when i go back to school.but omg i dont want to face my teachers especially my period 2 teacher. he gave us homework over the break and idk how to do any of it. we’re supposed to give him what we’ve done when we return and i have nothing. i am a complete failure as a student. i am so close to crying becasue when i stare at these problems i know that i dont even know where to start..where to begin. to admitt that is so difficult and just breaks my heart because i know im better than this. if only i did the right thing and asked for help when i had the chance. i feel soo stupid….this assignment is gonna hurt my grade for sure this coming semester..im think about just dropping the class. its getting harder and harder for me anyway.. but i dont wanna look like a failure. i dont wanna be a quiter:( i dont know what to do..someone please tell me what to do!!!!???